I am a dreamer, I have incredibly large and wild dreams and a lot of times I’m not sure how to achieve them or execute them in the way they are in my head, on an average day I have at least 8 tabs open on my laptop and 10 tabs on phone. I spend a lot of time researching the “how” of my dream for the day. I usually don’t discard any dream I still want to be a model, I also want to be a speaker, a writer, a graphic and web designer and an interior designer to name a few. As you can guess this has posed a challenge for me and often have several mental break downs thinking about them.
I am an entrepreneur at heart and I’m also a multi passionate; I have an uncanny ability to come up with smart ideas without thinking too hard, so I am constantly bombarded with new ideas because my brain doesn’t know when to rest lmao.
So when I have these ideas, because I have an attention deficit, I abandon the idea I’m currently working on and try to bring the new one to life. Some people call this the shiny object syndrome. In the past few weeks I have read up on how to write a book, how to be a coach, how to start a design studio and how to start a clothing brand.
I am learning the beauty of patience and the importance of understanding seasons. I am learning to keep watering the seeds I have already planted instead of planting more seeds. It definitely hasn’t been easy but I understand that if I’m going to build anything at all I have to stay consistent watering the seeds.
I still don’t know how and when I’ll do the things I set out to do, but I know that if I’m going to do any at all and do it well, I have to be intentional about the time and energy I spend on them.
Are you a multi-passionate? And if you are how are you navigating it?